2.21.2007

Only Alive

Two years ago today,
my brother Max and I were baptized in the swimming pool by a friend of ours.

It was a rather long process to come to this point,
but a good decision.

I guess I feel like Feb 21st is my own separate New Years.

Happy New Year
2.21.07



2 comments:

Churaesie said...

Who We Are Instead

Jars of Clay

Only Alive
I'm a fair weather friend
I'm a colorless hue
but I'm willin' to make a deal

If you think you can make
some faith here inside

I'll drive off and marry you


I'm only alive with you
I can't get by
and I won't get through

So put me in the river and
let me say I do

I'm only alive with you



You're a sight for sore eyes
and a newborn cry
In a year where there are so few

If you throw me a line,
I'll show you in time

I'm falling in love with you



Though my heart has been torn
by loves I have worn
And I'm tempted by them ever still

I tremble inside
when you walk in the room

You hold my affections and will



I'm only alive with you
I can't get by
and I won't get through

So put me in the river and
let me say I do

I'm only alive with you

Churaesie said...

A Jars of Clay song that I discovered when visiting their site while looking for the above lyrics. I don't want to make them their own post, but I do like them. And I did find them on this day, so here they are:

Work

Just in case, I will leave my things packed
So I can run away

I cannot trust these voices I don't have a line of prospects that can give some kind of peace

There is nothing left to cling to that can bring me sweet release

I have no fear of drowning
It's the breathing that's taking all this work

Do you know what I mean when I say, I don't want to be alone?
What I mean when I say,
I don't want to be alone

Empty spaces with shadows hit by streetlights
Warnings signs and weight of tired conversations
In the absence of a shoulder, in the abscess of a thief
On the brink of this destruction, on the eve of bittersweet

Now all the demons look like prophets and I'm living out
Every word they speak,
every word they speak

Do you know what I mean when I say, I don't want to be alone?
What I mean when I say, I don't want to be alone
What I mean when I say, I don't want to be alone

Do you know what I mean when I say, I don't want to be alone?
What I mean when I say, I don't want to be alone
What I mean when I say, I don't want to be alone
Alone, alone, I don't want to be alone

I have no fear of drowning
It's the breathing that's taking all this work