wish

I would like very much to be a respectable person.


I think I actually am,
but I would like to re-learn this and internalize it and feel confident about it.
Of course, it is a life-long process and it's not like I would cease striving -

but ...

still. I would like very much to be and to feel like I am a respectable person. Because, I think that it is actually true, even if I sometimes feel very insecure.







I hope,
if I have children - sons or daughters,
that I can teach them to be respectable and then to expect respect from others, and not to put up with any nonsense if they don't receive it.